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Looking at a bag
Of pretty nice looking caps
Im reminded
Of the days
When I proclaimed to all who would listen
That I would never take a drug
I would never give in to that monster
How long ago
How manys lines ago
How many pills ago
How many shots ago
How many hazy nights ago
How many cigarettes ago
That actually was.
How full of promise I was
Before I started wondering
What is was like
To not know who you were
Well I don't
I haven't known that that in years.
Before I got arrested
Before my main focus
Of every evening
Was finding a way to forget.
O how many people I've let down
How many ive hurt.
They'll never let me forget.
Its so loud in here.
I need a drink
A few vicodin
Some candy
And 2 packs of unfiltered.
Make it so loud,
There is no discernable voice
The warble is easier to ignore
Than the one voice of myself.
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!
LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME!
quiet you,
I'd like to enjoy my trip,
If you don't mind.
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